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Hello Chapter 13

Title: Hello
Length: [13/?]
Author: HolyStarDown
Pairing: Yunjae 
Rating: Overall NC-17
Genre: Psychological, romance, angst, drama
Disclaimer:i am not a psychiatrist. i haven't been to med school yet and although i have done months' worth of research on this topic, it is nowhere near perfect and i pretty much still have no idea what i'm doing. the medications i will use are real, the side effects that come with these medications are real, the dosage [to my knowledge] amounts are real. however, without talking to a psychiatrist who knows my fictional Jaejoong's unique situation, everything i have done in this fic may be completely wrong. despite the amount of effort and self research i have put into this, please don't take what you learn from this fic as fact. i took some artistic liberties with some of these things as well. this story is for fictional purposes only.   
Summary: Love knows no boundaries; it reaches the good, the broken, the hopeless, and even the insane
Author's Note:


{Chapter 1} {Chapter 2} {Chapter 3} {Chapter 4} {Chapter 5} {Chapter 6} {Chapter 7} {Chapter 8} {Chapter 9} {Chapter 10a} {Chapter 10b} {Chapter 11} {Chapter 12}


"Tell me why… and I'll let you finish."Collapse )

Hello Chapter 12

Title: Hello
Length: [12/?]
Author: HolyStarDown
Pairing: Yunjae 
Rating: Overall NC-17
Genre: Psychological, romance, angst, drama
Disclaimer: if i owned them i would be posting HD videos, not fics 
Summary: Love knows no boundaries; it reaches the good, the broken, the hopeless, and even the insane
Author's Note: PLEASE TAKE NOTE OF ENTRY DATES AND NUMBERS. SKIPS ARE INTENTIONAL.


{Chapter 1} {Chapter 2} {Chapter 3} {Chapter 4} {Chapter 5} {Chapter 6} {Chapter 7} {Chapter 8} {Chapter 9} {Chapter 10a} {Chapter 10b} {Chapter 11}



"You like it too, don't you?"Collapse )

One-Shot: Cheap Replacement

Title: Cheap Replacement
Length: One-shot
Author: HolyStarDown
Pairing: Jaejoong/Jisung, YunJae
Rating: soft NC-17
Genre: Angst, mild smut
Disclaimer: if i owned them i would be posting HD videos, not fics
Summary: Even when he's with Jisung, Jaejoong can't help thinking of someone else
Author's Note: In no way do i think Jiseong is cheap. i <3 him



Cheap ReplacementCollapse )

SJFC 25

Title: Smoke
Status: Fic 25/100
Length: One-shot
Author: HolyStarDown
Pairing: Can be read as Leeteuk/Anybody, written with Leeteuk/Shindong in mind
Rating: R ((WHAT.)) 
Genre: Angst
Warnings: obvious use of alcohol, inexplicit smut, some language
Summary: Youngwoon is gone and Jungsu is desperate to reach out to anybody
A/N: i really love this one for some reason. it's actually one of my favorites that i've written <3  it took me one day over a year to finally get it perfect, and for once i'm actually satisfied with the outcome :'] i'm not really sure why i did the dialog in italics, but it just felt right to do it that way. plus, i like playing around with different formatting ;P


What? No, everything's fine. I'm just- I'm just being stupid. All of this is stupid. I'm fineCollapse )

SJFC 32

Title: Roses
Status: Fic 32/100
Length: One-shot
Author: HolyStarDown
Pairing: Shindong/ Shindong
Rating: PG-13 for language and character death 
Genre: Angst, Character Death
Disclaimer: if i owned them i would be posting HD videos, not fics
Summary:
A/N: Very largely inspired by John Mayer's "Dreaming With a Broken Heart"


Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?Collapse )

SJFC 6

Title: Burn
Status: Fic 6/100
Length: Drabble
Author: HolyStarDown
Pairing: Heechul/ Yesung
Rating: R (for dark theme, self mutilation) 
Genre: Dark, Angst (?)
Disclaimer: if i owned them i would be posting HD videos, not fics
Summary: Burn vb: to injure or alter as if by fire or heat- n: injury, damage, or effect as if by burning
A/N: i seriously don't even know where the hell this one came from ._.



The first time it happened was purely by accidentCollapse )


Hello Chapter 11

Title: Hello
Length: [11/?]
Author: HolyStarDown
Pairing: Yunjae 
Rating: Overall NC-17
Genre: Psychological, romance, angst, drama
Disclaimer: if i owned them i would be posting HD videos, not fics 
Summary: Love knows no boundaries; it reaches the good, the broken, the hopeless, and even the insane
Author's Note: PLEASE TAKE NOTE OF ENTRY DATES AND NUMBERS. SKIPS ARE INTENTIONAL.


{Chapter 1} {Chapter 2} {Chapter 3} {Chapter 4} {Chapter 5} {Chapter 6} {Chapter 7} {Chapter 8} {Chapter 9} {Chapter 10a} {Chapter 10b}

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SJFC 51

Title: Aliens
Status: Fic 51/100
Length: One-Shot
Author: HolyStarDown
Pairing: Kyuhyun/Ryeowook, implied HanChul
Rating: PG
Genre: Comedy, Fluff
Disclaimer: if i owned them i would be posting HD videos, not fics
Summary: Ever the alien enthusiast, Donghae is convinced that aliens are coming to eat him at night, so he puts the rest of the group on alien patrol

 

I could be playing StarCraft instead of this crap...Collapse )


SJFC 20

Title: Glow
Status: Fic 20/100
Length: One-Shot
Author: HolyStarDown
Pairing: Kibum/Donghae, implied HanChul
Rating: PG-13 for language
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: if i owned them i would be posting HD videos, not fics
Summary: Because Donghae is forever hopeful, and Kibum knows every way to destroy him

 

"Heart?" Heechul scoffed. "Damnit Hankyung, you're really falling behind."Collapse )

A/N: so this is my first stab at the fic challenge over at miracle______ :D

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